One month ago, I took a leap of faith. I got married. It was not close to a fairy tale story, but I got my own magical day. I know that after that, it's not all sweet and lovely. Marriage life is something more than that. I know I'm facing a new challenge. I am optimistic. I obsess to be the best wife that I can be to my husband Chris. But i know it's going to be tough. I am the kind of person that gets easily at annoyed at everything that doesn't seem to look too agreeable in my favor. I'm short tempered. I burst in anger when my button is pushed. I don't have the kind of confidence that I will be the perfect wife but I know I wanna be one.
One month after the wedding, I decided to create this blog so I can write down all things I learned, need to learn and will attempt to do in order to be the best person for my husband. I don't wanna end up alone. I wanna grow old with him. I created this blog because I'm forgetful. I wanna remember all things I've experience that led me to realize my mistakes, my strengths and all things that will help nurture my relationship with Chris. I wanna talk to myself and tell myself, "you did your best". I wanna be able to remember things that I did that made him mad and what I did to revert that. I wanna remember the things he did that made me angry and what we did to overcome that problem. I want this to be my personal journal of what went wrong and what we need to do to change that. I know this sounds like a purely punching bag kind of outlet. Beautiful things come naturally and we never forget them but here I want to remember that things that went wrong so I can avoid them and create more beautiful memories with my husband. This is not a blog were I just rant and complain and stuff. This is the reflection of myself and what I wanna do to be a better wife and partner. I tend to do things that are not right over and over and it seems like, no matter how many times they happen, I keep forgetting things that I shouldn't have done and I have regret doing. I wanna be the best person for myself, for my husband and for the children we will have in the future. With God's help I know He'll guide is in our journey.Happy 1st Month to my husband. You'll never know about this blog but in my heart, I wanna let you know, you mean everything to me.
One month after the wedding, I decided to create this blog so I can write down all things I learned, need to learn and will attempt to do in order to be the best person for my husband. I don't wanna end up alone. I wanna grow old with him. I created this blog because I'm forgetful. I wanna remember all things I've experience that led me to realize my mistakes, my strengths and all things that will help nurture my relationship with Chris. I wanna talk to myself and tell myself, "you did your best". I wanna be able to remember things that I did that made him mad and what I did to revert that. I wanna remember the things he did that made me angry and what we did to overcome that problem. I want this to be my personal journal of what went wrong and what we need to do to change that. I know this sounds like a purely punching bag kind of outlet. Beautiful things come naturally and we never forget them but here I want to remember that things that went wrong so I can avoid them and create more beautiful memories with my husband. This is not a blog were I just rant and complain and stuff. This is the reflection of myself and what I wanna do to be a better wife and partner. I tend to do things that are not right over and over and it seems like, no matter how many times they happen, I keep forgetting things that I shouldn't have done and I have regret doing. I wanna be the best person for myself, for my husband and for the children we will have in the future. With God's help I know He'll guide is in our journey.Happy 1st Month to my husband. You'll never know about this blog but in my heart, I wanna let you know, you mean everything to me.
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